Im Not Gonna Fall For Your Traps

2008-02-18T20:20:00.000-08:00

hiash school was school.. dont know whats fun with school i have problems with my friends and family.. whats wrong with people now! Cant they stop and love themselves.. OMG they should learn to love who is around them.. Nanti drg dah pergi dari hidup drg niek baru nak.. menyesal..

ACTUALLY I KEEP THINKING ABOUT..HIASH..THEY SHOULD TREASURE THEIR FRENS.. WHEN THEY ARE STILL AROUND IN THIS WORLD.. I LOSE SOMEONE ..AND I KNOW HOW IT FEELS..
why are they like this.. im kinda stress up!~ they think about themselves.. about friends they just misunderstood.. and i shall actually put them together and ask them to say about what they actually wanna say.. speak the truth infront of everybody let them hear from the person mouth so they cant talk behind each other u see.. atleast everbody noes..
about families they have to understand each other and trust them..My lyfe is a Mess.. lah seyhh.. haiyahh..

Until here only I Got To Go..

SAYANG KRG!~
:))

2008-01-19T04:18:00.000-08:00

ohmyGOD!~
virgoHOROSCOPE!~
ITS TRUE HOW!~

READ THIS ;
Virgo you're regretting being honest about a friend BF but remember- you had to get it off your chess

-this is from my friendster profile and this thing is freaking me out!~ and im SCARED!~..
IVE BEEN READING AND ITS BECOMING TRUE!~-

=FREAKY=

FARAH AISYAH FIE PEARY DIANA

2008-01-19T04:14:00.000-08:00

Name 5 people you can thinkof right off the top of your head.Don't read the questions underneathuntil you write the names of all 5people.This is a lot funnier if you actuallyrandomly list the names first...NOCHEATING!
1) AISYAH
2) FARAH
3) DIANA
4) FIE
5) PEARY
DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED UP THETOP!!

1. How did you meet 1 ?'
secondaryschoolLIFE~ :)

2. What would you do if 2 and 5 weregoing out?'
huhuhuh they dun noe each other n farah is attached~and peary is single but not available hehe right peary?

3. How long have you known number 2?'
4 yrs!~

4. How do u know 5?
' friendster his the one that gives me =)) .

5. What would you do if 4 confessedhe/she/they loved you?'
muhahaha okayy ILOVEHIM TOO!~!HAHAHA~kao nakk mamposs!~MATI LA AKU!~aku bkn perampas!~

6. A fact about number 1?'
my GFF!~LOVESher even if she KEPALE BATUat times!~

7. Who is 2 going out with?'
hydirr herr BF

8. What does 5 do for a living?'
WAITING FOR RESULT..n jual anggur muahaha

9. Would you live with 2 and 3?'
okayy rumahh tuhh terbalikk siott!~ i slept with those 2 before!~

11. What do you like about number 1?'
her PERSONALITY:))

12. What would you do if number 2 died?'
YA'ALLAH SELISIHH LAA!!~

13. Do you miss number 1?'
hahaha miss her veryy muchh..bbutt why alott of question about no 1 uhh??

14. What do you think of 3 ?'
makbonda!~ wakaka

15. Would you ever go out with number1?'
tak hbis2 aisyahh! heheh sure!~

17. Ever get really pissed off withnumber 4?'
wont..aku tgk muke die da takk le thnn uhh seyy!~

18. Have you ever slept over at 5'shouse?
' haha i must fly there!~.

19.Would u ever kiss number 2?'
kiss SURE!~

20.What do you like about number 5?'
HIS friendly serious!~

21. What do you like about 4?'
his fun to talk tuhh..fun to make funn with! EASY GOINGG GUY!

22. Have you ever seen number 2 naked?'
HAHAHA nmpkk gitukk gitukk jekk die ngn diana muahaha!

23. What's number 1 favorite dessert?'
ice cream!~ .ntahlah !

24. Would you ever kiss number 1 ifyou had the chance to?'
kiter kawan seyy!~

25. Is number 3 special to you?
'i understand her!~love yall

no tittle

2008-01-16T06:09:00.000-08:00

sick n very tired!~
ERMM
DEAr..((u noe who u are))
hehe thanks for reading the blogg..promise to keep it a secret.. cos no one noe..about this..

canot thn luhh.. HIS NAME KEEP running tru my head.. but i dont noe how to tell him..
school was school..nothing enjoying..well FUCK thos bitches in my class!~ siaperr terase tuhh..mintakk maaf luhh!~

haha
n someone told me i look like wild but after talking tuh me she told me i was NICE!~
aku WILD kau giler ke per?!~ muke decnt noncence cm niekk..
but aku try buat hal aku sendirik kat skola ..wad drg nak ckp. CKP LAHH..

BUT I NOE I HAVE FRENS!~ AND IM HAPPY WITH IT!~
so eho want to break our relationship!~ FUCK OFF AITE!

fucking CONFUSED!~

2008-01-13T02:56:00.000-08:00

I HATE EVERYTHING!~ IM JEALOUS!~ IM FUCKING JEALOUS!~
~F U C K I N G C O N F U S E D~

What do i got somebody TELL ME TELL ME!!!!!! WHAT IS I 1 THING U LIKE ABOUT ME!!~

OH GOD SOMEBODY TELL ME!!~ T E L L M E!!!!!

Hiash~!!

2007-12-04T19:58:00.000-08:00

..relationships is it important?..
Yes i wish i could go out of singapore and explore different countries.Im a bit stress out i guess..its about guys.. why? i dont know..
i should stop thinking of boys.. haha..not that im crazy of guys..or to be in a relationships, its just that i wanna be with someone that i can trust and i want him to love me and i want to be love..
All my friends is like in a relationships now.. and im the only one..like..ahh
i dont want to talk about it..
ANYONE CAN HELP.. WHAT SHOULD I DO?

FRIENDS AT FRIENDSTER...
Friends at friendster they dont talk.. they add because they wanna be friends but they dont talk..
Currently.. i wish there is someone who really wanna be friends and would do anything for me.. not that i want anything its just that.
okey let me tell u somthing most of people maybe guys on my friends list they
go for the looks serious talking most say ''no i dont go for looks'' but whatever seyy.. u people talk cock~!! all of u want looks, body, e.t.c
let me tell u i dont have that .. i believe to judge pple in the heart.. not the way they look..
WHATS WRONG WITH PEOPLE.. nowadays.. why is that important to them..
WHY? god created us like this we should love ourself the way we are.. not hate what we have..

hey ill update later oke.. i gtg

-diana-

ANOTHER BORING DAY

2007-10-21T21:24:00.001-07:00

Boring day i stay at home, my friend ask me out but tired la.
why?i mention already at my previous blog oke. hehe.
Now im listening to penawar rindu by imran ajmain my hot hot! favorite artist. you know his voice is like SO great it capture my attention once he just sing. easy say he got DAMN! sexy voice. i heard he is a tall guy right.
if i have a friend that is an artist isnt that great hehehehe....

ARTIST THAT IM CRAZY FOR...
-Imran Ajmain - his voice capture my heart! im crazy for him
-Corbin Bleu - his is the HSM artist. his hot his hair is great! haha
-Tyra Banks - she is the hot momma. my model u knoe she dont care how she look like and she supports us to like be yourself.
-Adam Sandlers- his hot too. i like the way he talk or act. his like very cool

oke that only cos nothing in mind yet la. hmm.. how i wishh i could see this people. especially corbin bleu..OMG. i will go Goo Goo Gaa Gaa all over him seyy. hehehehe

My back is pain. i just feel tired. la..
okey ill continue later or tommorow??
bye
=didie=

TIRED TO DO ANYTHING

2007-10-21T06:22:00.001-07:00

Today is like nothing. but just 1 family came and im like tired like hell?
haha. i dont know why but i don like people coming at our house because u know u gotta pretend like there is nothing but u hate it. u need to put fer them waters. talk to them. WTH.

TOMMOROW~
no plans my friends ask me to follow them go jalann raya but tired laa.
i have no mood. u now why u go alot of houses and u just get $2?
its true u know..
I KNOW you go to pple house because to show some respect not about money. but actually why? cos my ezlink is lost i havent made new card yet cos i know ITE is nearer and we'll get new ones laterr soo...yes.. n like im using aldultt ezlink. and it charge alot more thann secondary school card. and my friend told me there are going to places. ALOT of places im not blaiming them its just that some of them i meant mostly they are using constention whatever it is. so they can go anywhere they want wherever they want. Easy right. so i top up my card like using my money and its like ok. using the aldult card is very hard because u can only walk like 10 places and ure card is gone. finish..Its not that i dont want or lazy to follow u guys.its just very hard. U GUYS GOTTA UNDERSTAND.

EVERYDAY~
is always the same. well. i want my day to be great and busy everyday.
not like, now everyday i have to look after putri and then play comp. then sleep this is like my everday job u know, i wish im like in school so that i can meet up all my friends. even the person i like u can do anything in school u can see him and talk to him everyday in school.
"THIS IS MY CLASS MATES SINCE 4 YEARS"

We took this picture during P.E lessons mr ow took it i really like that teacher u know.basicly we were all excited for p.e lessons and this is also taken on our fasting months.everybody look happy right..and the boys look like candid. hahaha

i could write as long as i want so till here only..

Lots of love

=didie=

This is not right,

2007-10-20T23:44:00.000-07:00

See my title for this post its not right u knoe.. when i write this i sound happy but im not now.. im just writing cos i feel like writing..
WELL..prom nite is next month and i still havent done my hair nobody no this even my friends. because im cutting my hair like rihanna ish. yup. i donno wheather i will look nice in that hairstyle or??.

MY WEIGHT~
mum keeps bugging me asking me to lose weight ohh STOPP ITT~
freaking irritates me out.. i know wad my mom say its true. i also wanna lose weight who want a girl like me right?.if im fat or whatever laa.
but now i wanna try go jogging but i donno where is the right place.. hmm..okok ill think about it.

MONEY~
hari raya is over so i collected alott but as the days goes by my money is left with 101?..yupp, actually i need to save this to buy my prom dress. and everything for prom night. before that i had like 150 with me but now 101? i spend a little for food. and i top up my ppaid.. my sis is giving me advance money 100. cos this december while my parents is performing the haj, i need to take care of my niece. so ill get 100 every two weeks..
oke laa..kann??

SCHOOL~
my n level is finishh my but im still stressing on my agame subjects.
and i have to study.but its ok laa..actually i miss school already mostly my PE lessons.

MY WISH~
get everything done soon and i wishh i could chat with rafie, in school i could joke around with him. play around with him but now no.. hiashh..
how i wishh i can msg him again..

oke laa..my dad ask me to eat but its yesterday food.. i don want laa but i dont want to make him feel sad
bye now~

=diana=

STRESS ABOUT~
my parents don understan

2007-09-20T02:35:00.000-07:00

TO WANSELF..

IF URE READING THIS I REALLY MISS YOU ALOT ! YUP.. I WISH I CAN TALK TO YA AGAIN..
IVE BEEN READING UR BLOG yup im the craziee regular reader that everyday ill open it and see if u post anything..AND I REMEMBER IN 1 OF UR BLOG THERE U WROTE ABOUT ME..

BLOG - 2 PAIRS OF LITTLE PUPPETS

Lil Puppet, if you're reading this, I just wanna tell you thatI love you and I want to be with you till the end of time.May there be blessings for the bright future of us being togetheralong with excellent health with free-flowing flow of pahala, wealth, and prosperities.Amin!..

I really miss last time.. when we use to talk.. i understand u're busy even i am busy my n level is like nx week but if there was dis 1 chance i get to hear ur voice isnt dat great..

Dear Wan, aka wanself..
Semoga awak sihat walafiat..n bulan puasa ni berdoa laa selalu okie..=))
and hope to hear frm u soon
You're the simplest love I've known And the purest one I'll ownKnow you'll never be alone.......
=))love lots diana aka lil puppet

KC FROM DJ RIA!

2007-08-28T06:34:00.000-07:00

HELLO.
Today im very happy because we made it laa seyy..haha..
=D..but tired laa..
hmm..also just now KC a Dj frm RIA kol me..haha..u know i must be making up stories but its tru u know..YES i was so damn shocked my sister yg suro KC call..THAT made my day..
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FRIDAY is the day.YUP!! national day..
We will be performing..YES! CANT WAIT LAA SEEYY!!
neena my fren i think she'll be sleeping over my house On thursday so..i hope so laa..but that is also if my mum allow me to let my fren sleep..my dad tk der aper2.. he is so the UNDERSTANDING..
I LOVE DADDY SO MUCH <3
SO i really cant wait and i also make frens with the sec 5s..but its like so hard to talk to them.. Mulut mcm berat GITU..haha..pdahal we are like 1 yrs younger ape kesah kann..haha
=D..MALU CHEK..

This will be our 1st Hip Hop Performance. Last tyme tk laa..dulu kiter buat Tarian melayu..cos our dance was too AGGRESSIVE..
TOO many beyonce shake.. but now its more to Contemporary.. and really smooth..
Just now was A little bit Cock up??!! The Song was..SMOOTH but they cant just put it on time..
___________________________________________________
BEHIND STAGE..
Get to make friends with the malay and chinese guys because most of them are boys who acts..so we are like so..MALU.. kene kacau laa especially with the Chinese Guys..haha but who cares but i hope all this cn happen SMOOTHLY laa..
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EVERY PERFORMANCE IS VERY SCARY LAA..
SO TO MY CREW.. HAPPY TEACHERS DAY AND LETS DO THIS SHIT YA'LL..haha..
LOTS OF LOVE
DIANA
-aka Lil Puppet

DFIANS CREW

2007-08-27T06:17:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
Im very happy laa..my crew get to perform at school for Teachers day laa..haha yes im so happii..This is our last year n we get to perform laa seyy...haha
so veri the happi..our class combine with the sec 5s..yess best kann??
then its lyke WOAH!!
k laa i gtg laa mcm ngn tok g2..
bye u guyss yeap!!
n JUST A REMINDER MY BDAE IS COMING hahahaha
=D..

2007-08-22T05:37:00.000-07:00

I'm not the type to get my heart brokenI'm not the type to get upset and cryCause I never leave my heart openNever hurts me to say goodbyeRelationships don't get deep to meNever got the whole in love thingAnd someone can say they love me truelyBut at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning roundAnd deep inside, my tears i'll drownI'm losing grip, what's happeningI stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was differentFelt like, I was just a victimAnd it cut me like a knifeWhen you walked out of my lifeNow i'm, in this conditionAnd i've, got all the symptomsOf a girl with a broken heartBut no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissedCause it's hurting me to let it goMaybe cause we spent so much timeAnd I know that it's no moreI shoulda never let you hold me babyMaybe why i'm sad to see us apartI didn't give to you on purposeGotta figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you, i'll never knowI never meant to let it get so, personalAfter all I tried to do, stay away from loving youI'm broken hearted, I can't let you knowAnd I won't let it showYou won't see me cry

WHY

2007-08-20T06:10:00.000-07:00

WHAT I WANT MOST IN LIFE...
IS SOMEONE THAT I CAN TRUST. THAT UNDERSTAND ME. THAT CARE ABOUT ME. THAT WANT TO BE WITH ME.

I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND FINDING THAT SPECIAL PERSON IS VERY HARD..WHEN U WANNA HELP THEM BY LISTENING TO THEIR PROBLEMS, BUT THEY DON LIKE.

WHEN U WANNA HELP THEM THEY TREAT U LIKE THIS. IS LIKE NO USE NOW. FRIENDS DONT WANT US TO HELP SO DON HELP..
I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT THIS I JUST KNOW THAT U GUYS NEED TO BE STRONG IN WHATEVER YOU DO.

MY FAMILY PROBLEMS STILL HAVENT SETTLE AND I NEVER TELL MY FRIENDS ABOUT THIS AND I FEEL STRESS SOMETIMES. BUT ALSO I WANT SOMEONE THAT CAN BE WITH FOR 24 HOURS. HAHA STUPID BUT ITS LIKE IM ALONE AND IM FACING WITH MY PROBLEMS ALONE. AND I GET STRESS UP TOO. I CANT HANDLE THIS MYSELF.
FOR WHAT I LISTEN TO THEIR PROBLEMS WHEN ...OH GOD, I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS..
I JUST WANT A HUG FROM THE SPECIAL HIM.

MAY GOD BLESS US~

2007-08-12T07:41:00.000-07:00

THE DAY HAS COME....
PRELIMS; IS HERE TOMMOROW..IS
ENGLISH PAPER..
GOOD LUCK DI..

2007-08-05T03:08:00.000-07:00

HELLO..

HOW ARE YOU. SORRY DAH LAMA SAYA TK BLOG.. BECAUSE IM VERY BUSY ABOUT SCHOOL..MALAS TAU MACAM NI..
I FINISH MY MALAY N LEVEL ORAL..OK LAA BOLEH TAHAN SENANG..BUT NOW DAH NK DEKAT PRELIM..SO I MUST CONCERNTRATE LAA..LGI2 MY MATH..
AND NOW I MUST DO MY ART RESEARCH.. TK LE THN LAA SEYHH
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I AM SO TIRED TO STUDY LAH..
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EHH ALAMAKK I GTG LAA..
K BYE

PS:: TO U GUYS WHU MSG ME..SORRY LA TK REPLY..
N TO MY DEAREST WAN..SORRY 2 NOT REPLY U OK..BCOS.... N OF COZZ U WILL BE THE FIRST ILL MSGG KK..

YA ALLAH

2007-06-29T01:13:00.000-07:00

PERNAH TAK AWK ''FLASHBACK''

U ARE ALIVE IN THIS W0RLD..AWK HID0P..DAN AWK AKAN MATI..U R G0ING T0 DIE ..

IM S0 SCARED 0F DEATH..

Selepas melawat jiran saya yg telah meninggal ahad lalu. Se0rang lelaki, suami dan ayah.. Insaf nyer saya melihat mayat dimasuk kedalam tanah..

Masa di rumah nye anak nya cerita dengan saya dan bapa saya cara bpk nyer meninggal.. Dia meninggalkan 4 ank perempuan nyer.. Saya terfikir dan takot kalau saya hilang bapa saya yg tersayang..Saya sayang nyer terlebih sangat daripada ape sahaje di dunia ini..Saya tidak mahu kehilangan dier.. Dia laa tempat untuk saye bermanja dan mengadu nasib..Memang pada satu mase awk akan hilang seseorang yg awk cintai dan itulah yang buat saya takut.. Kalau lah itu terjadi kepada bapa saya atau p0n sesiaper..hidup aku tiada Makna nyer lagi!!

SELEPAS 7 TAPAK MALAIKAT AKAN DATANG DAN MENANYA MU.. DAN KESILAPAN YANG AWK DI DUNIA INI, AWK AKAN DISEKSA DI DALAM KUBUR..

EVEN WHEN IM WRITING THIS I AM STILL THINKING THAT IM ALIVE..

1 DAY THE SKY WILL FALL..EVERYBODY WILL PANIC..N0 0NE WILL BE SAVE IN THIS W0RLD. U WILL BE JUDGE.. WHEATHER U ARE GOING TO PARADISE OR HELL..

TOUCH UR HANDS N0W SEE ITS THERE RIGHT NOW THINK..U ARE ALIVE RIGHT SO PLS PRAY..D0NT WAIT UNTIL YOU ARE WRAP WITH 1 CLOTH.N COVER WITH SOIL..

YA ALLAH..AMPUNILAH DOSAKU YA ALLAH.AMPUNILAH D0SA IBU BAPA KAMI..ADIK BERADIK KAMI.KAU LA MAHA PENGASIH DAN PENYAYANG.. YA ALLAH JAUHI LAH KAMI DARI SEKSA NERAKA MU YA ALLAH!!!!!

HAMBA MU MERAYU YA ALLAH!!!!!! JAUHILAHH KAMI DARI NERAKA MU YA ALLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JAUHILAH LAH KAMI DARI SEKSA SEKSA MU YA ALLAH!!!!!!!

JAUHILAH KAMI DARI PERBUATAN DAN BISIKAN SYAITAN.. KAU LAH MENGAMPUN DOSA DOSA KAMI..

AMIN~

[[HEY LONG TIME NO TALK]]

2007-06-19T00:59:00.000-07:00

HEY!! Long time no talk been very busy lately hey i swear..ok...

hmm..tommorow i gotta go to school to finish my c0ursework and i havent d0ne the c0l0ur scheme yett !! and als0 i f0rg0t t0 menti0n that the deadline to this is 2m0r0..

u kn0w i spend my time dec0rating m0re than thinking f0r the c0mp0siti0n..part..

this is my c0mp0siti0n b0ard..hmm i d0n quite understand what i should do u see..

but i like my decorating..

See that paper over there it looks old heh'

I MADE IT..YES i did..u just need to use a paper, ir0n,and TEA.. Yup it easy and als0 u g0tta burn it t0 make it look real..creativity is imp0rtant..

..I REALLY ART LIKE N0W IM LEARNING h0w t0 draw graffiti i kn0w h0w t0 draw but i d0nt knw h0w to use the spray

This over here >>>>>is my 'Development of ideas board see my sketches..??

My theme is ab0ut night lights..but my canvas is like reavealed..haha..

But nevermind..

hey i gtg..i wanna finish my last b0ard that is the hardest !!

L0ves the scenery al0tt..

<33

[[oh n0 pls help im c0nfused!!!]]

2007-06-07T21:32:00.000-07:00

Oh NO!! What am i g0nna d0..Im very c0nfused..hmm...

1.How to start making a video??what shld the first starting g0es??

that the pr0blem i d0nt kn0w h0w t0 start a m0vie!!..

u GT ANY IDEAS!!!PLEASE HELP! [[actually this is for the graduati0n m0vie]]

Now then i kn0w that my c0mp can Remix see..hmm..happy n0w i d0 n0t need anyone else HELP..cos ask for help als0 never get anthing hoW??

hmm..

now is [[12.47 afternoon]]

Nobody is at home im ALONE!!haha but i enjoy..Putri had a high fever s0 she was s0 weak just now when she came but my m0m took a cl0th put it in ice water. and wipe her body..She was s0 c0ld she cried s0 hard.. but n0w her fever is getting better she is n0w 0utside with my m0m n dad..Its not that i dont wanna follow them is that i wanna finish up my things..actually there is school today but i didnt go..I KNOW its very boring staying at home but what to d0.=I..

This picture bel0w is the picture of me and my sisters when im small..Aint i cute..haha.. Igt 3 sisters but i d0n kn0w where the other 1 go?.And als0 this part my hair is ver CURLY.. Natural u kn0w..haha and als0 this part all my sisters all 'kental2'..but n0w all 'V0GUE' but n0t me im still the SIMPLE ONE..I was looking at the photo album on my cardboard than suddently saw this pictures when im small..haha u kn0w it really bring 0ut the memories u see..haha and the LAST picture is the all my 3 sister! YEAH~

FROM THE LEFT IS KAK SAUFA,KAK AS,KAK LIZA[[this picture is taken when kak as get married..i will try t0 p0st s0me 0f the picture that they get married f0r u guys]] btw im the last in my family s0..haha!!

[[pictures 0f me]]

2007-06-07T21:27:00.000-07:00

[[c0ntinue]]

2007-06-07T07:02:00.000-07:00

!!im back!!lalalala..hey im very happy today ala i d0nt kn0w what im feeling today!!
now is 10.04Pm!!
OKOK..just n0w just chat f0r awhile with him..but he gtg and last part he said
"good bye kakasihku"
FULAMAK!!cair babe..HAHA wadever laa..Ape jekk Diana nie tu p0n nk kecoh!!Alamak maybe his reading this OH oh!!WEE~~hmm n0 im s0 happy just to talk to him f0r awhile..haha..but he is a very busy person u see..and i d0nt wanna 'kacau' him..
Later he;ll find me IRRITATING lakk..hmm..but u kn0w im happy always..i think..hmm...
=))
ok today at school i was STARVING i never eat this morning and when to school but the school canteen was closed..DAMN!!haha *peace*
but u kn0w i need to st0p eating later ill get bigger...haha..hmm i still need to exercise im nt that slim!! but u kn0w i like who i am..If like im s0 slim i kn0w i will f0rget myself..I dont want to be 0ver c0nfident and stress about my body thinking Oh am i FAT??oh am to SKINNY..hiashh..is veri hard to find a Guy who like a girl by her heart not looks.. very hard!! hmm d0 leave a c0mment if ure reading this..

1. D0 GUYS G0 F0R THE L00KS 0R HEART..[[please state ur name..and tell me why to?PLEASE....]]
=I
leave a C0MMENT YAR?!!THANK U!!
*HUG N KISSES*

2007-06-07T06:56:00.000-07:00

2007-06-07T06:50:00.000-07:00

[[06.06.06]]=))

2007-06-06T05:08:00.000-07:00

[[06.06.06]]

The day she was born..Her name is Putri Nur Ardatilla.Today is her birthday. She is now 1 years old.And i think she is a CUTEST baby ever seen.She is just 1 years old and she cn talk a lil bit n walk..She is GREAT. I love her very much..

Its 8.29 pm..the time at the bl0g is a lil bit diffrent. SO??haha..

i have finish decorating my boards but havent finish up the others.. I Have heard that 1 girl from our school has commited suicide..

why..hiashh dont they appreciate LIFE that is give from GOD.. She is sec 3 tis year a very pretty girl with nice eyes..Chinese i think..I really feel s0rry f0r her.

NOW i wanna tell y0u ab0ut the new song 'Umbrella' frm Rihanna n Jay Z..oh g0d its veri nice heh..the w0rds really mean al0t t0 me..I think..and i see on my MSN list and i think everyone is listening to the same song from rihanna..haha..And als0 the s0ng 'Last night' from keisha n p.diddy..the chorus part is nice.. Now if you realise that all song is turning sadder..heh'..Her voice is nice but his N0 G00D haha.. I dont know why..the video is ok.The Umbrella video is ok but Rihanna shld not where like that man..She shld wear her own style and her own style in dancing..Y0u should be urself..

The one thing 0n my mind is that im not as preety as the other girls..i don care who i am but i kn0w God gave me this looks and i cnt do anything but to appreciate it alot.. If my looks are not nice then My heart shld be nicer.. I don care what u think of me.This is Life.

[[boring school holiday]]

2007-06-05T20:06:00.001-07:00

This holiday im really confused my teacher is nagging me to go to school.i meant to go to his Maths remedial. Its not that i dont want to GO..Its that im busy with mine ART n design work i still havent finish doing my Boards..

OK HERE IS THE THINGS I MUST DO DURING THE SCHOOL HOLIDAY..

1.Finish up my development board and my colour scheme- deadline??pass up before the end of june..

2.Extra class for Maths with Mr Lim..make a team of 4 or 5 not much and than can start..

(why must i come to this lesson bcos my Maths Sucks)-i will be the leader to make this group..

3.Write a script for the graduation day MOVIE..Mr lim say i will be the Director for the Movie and will try to send this Short MOvie..and maybe this short movie can send to the SINGAP0RE SHORT FILM...bla bla bla..i dont quite know, what its called..

4.Another Maths lessons from Mr Pay.

Im ok with all this but the PROBLEM is that im the Leader to all this..about the movie actually i was just the Script writer but NOW?? im like suddently the Director..I know its good but SUDDENTLY im not ready..I don want like that time when we join the "ITS SHOWTIME COMPETITION"and i was the 0verall leader..and than being force to do all this..and after i done all this i dont even get a award for the Best STUDENT maybe??..

Its just that my Talents is not recognise..After doing the best for my class i dont even get an award..or anything maybe a thank you from my teachers??..huh??

Im just tired to be in charge of everything in school and everytime he will always call DIANA!! now i feel like a Cinderella.argh..

[[IM STILL SICK]]

hevent heal yet..im still praying for my health..MAY ALLAH BLESS ME..

This Is For You...My Dear You Know Who U Are..

You have my heart

And we'll never be worlds apart

May be in magazines

But you'll still be my starBaby cause in the dark

You can't see shiny cars

And that's when you need me there

With you I'll always share

Because

When the sun shines, we’ll shine together

Told you I'll be here forever

Said I'll always be a friend

Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end

Now that it's raining more than ever

Know that we'll still have each other

You can stand under my umbrella

These fancy things, will never come in between

You're part of my entity, here for Infinity

When the war has took it's part

When the world has dealt it's cardsIf the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart.