YA ALLAH

PERNAH TAK AWK ''FLASHBACK''

U ARE ALIVE IN THIS W0RLD..AWK HID0P..DAN AWK AKAN MATI..U R G0ING T0 DIE ..

IM S0 SCARED 0F DEATH..

Selepas melawat jiran saya yg telah meninggal ahad lalu. Se0rang lelaki, suami dan ayah.. Insaf nyer saya melihat mayat dimasuk kedalam tanah..

Masa di rumah nye anak nya cerita dengan saya dan bapa saya cara bpk nyer meninggal.. Dia meninggalkan 4 ank perempuan nyer.. Saya terfikir dan takot kalau saya hilang bapa saya yg tersayang..Saya sayang nyer terlebih sangat daripada ape sahaje di dunia ini..Saya tidak mahu kehilangan dier.. Dia laa tempat untuk saye bermanja dan mengadu nasib..Memang pada satu mase awk akan hilang seseorang yg awk cintai dan itulah yang buat saya takut.. Kalau lah itu terjadi kepada bapa saya atau p0n sesiaper..hidup aku tiada Makna nyer lagi!!

SELEPAS 7 TAPAK MALAIKAT AKAN DATANG DAN MENANYA MU.. DAN KESILAPAN YANG AWK DI DUNIA INI, AWK AKAN DISEKSA DI DALAM KUBUR..

EVEN WHEN IM WRITING THIS I AM STILL THINKING THAT IM ALIVE..

1 DAY THE SKY WILL FALL..EVERYBODY WILL PANIC..N0 0NE WILL BE SAVE IN THIS W0RLD. U WILL BE JUDGE.. WHEATHER U ARE GOING TO PARADISE OR HELL..

TOUCH UR HANDS N0W SEE ITS THERE RIGHT NOW THINK..U ARE ALIVE RIGHT SO PLS PRAY..D0NT WAIT UNTIL YOU ARE WRAP WITH 1 CLOTH.N COVER WITH SOIL..

YA ALLAH..AMPUNILAH DOSAKU YA ALLAH.AMPUNILAH D0SA IBU BAPA KAMI..ADIK BERADIK KAMI.KAU LA MAHA PENGASIH DAN PENYAYANG.. YA ALLAH JAUHI LAH KAMI DARI SEKSA NERAKA MU YA ALLAH!!!!!

HAMBA MU MERAYU YA ALLAH!!!!!! JAUHILAHH KAMI DARI NERAKA MU YA ALLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JAUHILAH LAH KAMI DARI SEKSA SEKSA MU YA ALLAH!!!!!!!

JAUHILAH KAMI DARI PERBUATAN DAN BISIKAN SYAITAN.. KAU LAH MENGAMPUN DOSA DOSA KAMI..

AMIN~

[[HEY LONG TIME NO TALK]]

HEY!! Long time no talk been very busy lately hey i swear..ok...

hmm..tommorow i gotta go to school to finish my c0ursework and i havent d0ne the c0l0ur scheme yett !! and als0 i f0rg0t t0 menti0n that the deadline to this is 2m0r0..

u kn0w i spend my time dec0rating m0re than thinking f0r the c0mp0siti0n..part..

this is my c0mp0siti0n b0ard..hmm i d0n quite understand what i should do u see..

but i like my decorating..

See that paper over there it looks old heh'

I MADE IT..YES i did..u just need to use a paper, ir0n,and TEA.. Yup it easy and als0 u g0tta burn it t0 make it look real..creativity is imp0rtant..

..I REALLY ART LIKE N0W IM LEARNING h0w t0 draw graffiti i kn0w h0w t0 draw but i d0nt knw h0w to use the spray

This over here >>>>>is my 'Development of ideas board see my sketches..??

My theme is ab0ut night lights..but my canvas is like reavealed..haha..

But nevermind..

hey i gtg..i wanna finish my last b0ard that is the hardest !!

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L0ves the scenery al0tt..

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[[oh n0 pls help im c0nfused!!!]]

Oh NO!! What am i g0nna d0..Im very c0nfused..hmm...

1.How to start making a video??what shld the first starting g0es??

that the pr0blem i d0nt kn0w h0w t0 start a m0vie!!..

u GT ANY IDEAS!!!PLEASE HELP! [[actually this is for the graduati0n m0vie]]

Now then i kn0w that my c0mp can Remix see..hmm..happy n0w i d0 n0t need anyone else HELP..cos ask for help als0 never get anthing hoW??

hmm..

now is [[12.47 afternoon]]

Nobody is at home im ALONE!!haha but i enjoy..Putri had a high fever s0 she was s0 weak just now when she came but my m0m took a cl0th put it in ice water. and wipe her body..She was s0 c0ld she cried s0 hard.. but n0w her fever is getting better she is n0w 0utside with my m0m n dad..Its not that i dont wanna follow them is that i wanna finish up my things..actually there is school today but i didnt go..I KNOW its very boring staying at home but what to d0.=I..

This picture bel0w is the picture of me and my sisters when im small..Aint i cute..haha.. Igt 3 sisters but i d0n kn0w where the other 1 go?.And als0 this part my hair is ver CURLY.. Natural u kn0w..haha and als0 this part all my sisters all 'kental2'..but n0w all 'V0GUE' but n0t me im still the SIMPLE ONE..I was looking at the photo album on my cardboard than suddently saw this pictures when im small..haha u kn0w it really bring 0ut the memories u see..haha and the LAST picture is the all my 3 sister! YEAH~

FROM THE LEFT IS KAK SAUFA,KAK AS,KAK LIZA[[this picture is taken when kak as get married..i will try t0 p0st s0me 0f the picture that they get married f0r u guys]] btw im the last in my family s0..haha!!

[[pictures 0f me]]

[[c0ntinue]]

!!im back!!lalalala..hey im very happy today ala i d0nt kn0w what im feeling today!!
now is 10.04Pm!!
OKOK..just n0w just chat f0r awhile with him..but he gtg and last part he said
"good bye kakasihku"
FULAMAK!!cair babe..HAHA wadever laa..Ape jekk Diana nie tu p0n nk kecoh!!Alamak maybe his reading this OH oh!!WEE~~hmm n0 im s0 happy just to talk to him f0r awhile..haha..but he is a very busy person u see..and i d0nt wanna 'kacau' him..
Later he;ll find me IRRITATING lakk..hmm..but u kn0w im happy always..i think..hmm...
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ok today at school i was STARVING i never eat this morning and when to school but the school canteen was closed..DAMN!!haha *peace*
but u kn0w i need to st0p eating later ill get bigger...haha..hmm i still need to exercise im nt that slim!! but u kn0w i like who i am..If like im s0 slim i kn0w i will f0rget myself..I dont want to be 0ver c0nfident and stress about my body thinking Oh am i FAT??oh am to SKINNY..hiashh..is veri hard to find a Guy who like a girl by her heart not looks.. very hard!! hmm d0 leave a c0mment if ure reading this..

1. D0 GUYS G0 F0R THE L00KS 0R HEART..[[please state ur name..and tell me why to?PLEASE....]]
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leave a C0MMENT YAR?!!THANK U!!
*HUG N KISSES*

[[06.06.06]]=))

[[06.06.06]]

The day she was born..Her name is Putri Nur Ardatilla.Today is her birthday. She is now 1 years old.And i think she is a CUTEST baby ever seen.She is just 1 years old and she cn talk a lil bit n walk..She is GREAT. I love her very much..

Its 8.29 pm..the time at the bl0g is a lil bit diffrent. SO??haha..

i have finish decorating my boards but havent finish up the others.. I Have heard that 1 girl from our school has commited suicide..

why..hiashh dont they appreciate LIFE that is give from GOD.. She is sec 3 tis year a very pretty girl with nice eyes..Chinese i think..I really feel s0rry f0r her.

NOW i wanna tell y0u ab0ut the new song 'Umbrella' frm Rihanna n Jay Z..oh g0d its veri nice heh..the w0rds really mean al0t t0 me..I think..and i see on my MSN list and i think everyone is listening to the same song from rihanna..haha..And als0 the s0ng 'Last night' from keisha n p.diddy..the chorus part is nice.. Now if you realise that all song is turning sadder..heh'..Her voice is nice but his N0 G00D haha.. I dont know why..the video is ok.The Umbrella video is ok but Rihanna shld not where like that man..She shld wear her own style and her own style in dancing..Y0u should be urself..

The one thing 0n my mind is that im not as preety as the other girls..i don care who i am but i kn0w God gave me this looks and i cnt do anything but to appreciate it alot.. If my looks are not nice then My heart shld be nicer.. I don care what u think of me.This is Life.

[[boring school holiday]]

This holiday im really confused my teacher is nagging me to go to school.i meant to go to his Maths remedial. Its not that i dont want to GO..Its that im busy with mine ART n design work i still havent finish doing my Boards..

OK HERE IS THE THINGS I MUST DO DURING THE SCHOOL HOLIDAY..

1.Finish up my development board and my colour scheme- deadline??pass up before the end of june..

2.Extra class for Maths with Mr Lim..make a team of 4 or 5 not much and than can start..

(why must i come to this lesson bcos my Maths Sucks)-i will be the leader to make this group..

3.Write a script for the graduation day MOVIE..Mr lim say i will be the Director for the Movie and will try to send this Short MOvie..and maybe this short movie can send to the SINGAP0RE SHORT FILM...bla bla bla..i dont quite know, what its called..

4.Another Maths lessons from Mr Pay.

Im ok with all this but the PROBLEM is that im the Leader to all this..about the movie actually i was just the Script writer but NOW?? im like suddently the Director..I know its good but SUDDENTLY im not ready..I don want like that time when we join the "ITS SHOWTIME COMPETITION"and i was the 0verall leader..and than being force to do all this..and after i done all this i dont even get a award for the Best STUDENT maybe??..

Its just that my Talents is not recognise..After doing the best for my class i dont even get an award..or anything maybe a thank you from my teachers??..huh??

Im just tired to be in charge of everything in school and everytime he will always call DIANA!! now i feel like a Cinderella.argh..

[[IM STILL SICK]]

hevent heal yet..im still praying for my health..MAY ALLAH BLESS ME..

This Is For You...My Dear You Know Who U Are..

You have my heart

And we'll never be worlds apart

May be in magazines

But you'll still be my starBaby cause in the dark

You can't see shiny cars

And that's when you need me there

With you I'll always share

Because

When the sun shines, we’ll shine together

Told you I'll be here forever

Said I'll always be a friend

Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end

Now that it's raining more than ever

Know that we'll still have each other

You can stand under my umbrella

These fancy things, will never come in between

You're part of my entity, here for Infinity

When the war has took it's part

When the world has dealt it's cardsIf the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart.

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